Monday, June 02, 2014

Phantasmagoria Inside Out

Rounding the circumference.
the wheels of creation
preservation, and destruction,
the planets, orbits, spirals
dance dance dance geometry
blessed is the ground
your feet touch, she breathes
dancing by the heart song
choreography.

The moment is special
One is the burner
the maker, the saviour,
usual routine
there is still time
to fly by colours
let the painting seep
deep in soul, unknown?

We are here, all together
Beloved said, she remembers.

Denominations, dimensions
infusion,
when is the moment?
Rules are rules
war, unfortunately...
How can I return
a trip to the sun
must be done
the earth song of rage
It must explode
Chakras Magnificent
Lotus in the sky
the fireworks of curses
to behold.


















Saturday, May 24, 2014

Difference Absolution

simple, not easy

flying dreams are the best ones !
and telephones with cold receivers !
air n water are oceans...
oceans green and blue
on subconscious
floats islands
conscious continents ...

when did they disintegrate ?
painters' pain
forgetting marbles
and way they spin
moons in orbits
planets in orbits
galaxies in orbits
super galaxies
but a grain of sand
what use? 
if no one shares !
the joy !
fractals fractals fractals
fingerprints !
















Sharing, not intrusion

hey

your part of the story has my shades .
my part of the story has your shades .
i can tell can you ?

i can not tell you
can not you see ?

it is incomplete !
without you, beloved
the story
has no sense
apocalypse
does not mean
anything !
anything at all !


Friday, May 23, 2014

The Bloodlust of Kali

Long long days, eternities of pain beautiful Kali bears
this hell Lord, she asks, implores she i love hell
of my lust for you God, my deep animal desires
hell is born, My King, you are the beast i set to conquer !

You are mine, I will raise hell, to raise you from the dead
remember Isis and Osiris? Our other names?
I will raise hell, so you may rise
Dark, spellbound me love
satisfy my lust
in my mossy labyrinths you roam,
viper !!

Shiva remains quiet. The Yogi, he is snow
He says, I understand.
In me I am torn
in my desire of solitude immense
and my love to accompany you,
satisfy lust, me, you are my heaven
my only refuge.
you say you love hell
but i see your pain
heal love, you are heaven.
heal please, you leave hell

Kali cries, like she always hides...

when....
in solitude, some place by river .
i set my moments, eternal
bit by bit, so you may
have some rest,
silent breeze, paradise .

when....
duality dissolves...
after the storm
This war dear, this is the story
we must complete
we must meet.
Its ages since
ages since
we last met. 

















Thursday, May 22, 2014

Fates Fatal

SadaShiva TRINITY

Hell or Heaven
but imaginations
Sada Shiva
holds real
feels real
everlasting
all souls seen
Gods and Goddesses
created in trust
belief restored
the Creator. 
 
Never mystified,
churning of the swords
Machines made of bones
Hell eternal
is too real
Shiva overseer
Strict Punisher
the Destroyer.

He needs to make sure
Hell is absolute pure
the deserving gets suffering ,
Not a drop of blood innocent
Should be shed ,
Goddess and her children
they must be safe
by the climactic
Eternal War .
End of Ages .
the Preserver.





















The Crow Rider

Shani. 

Lord Shani , the Shiva of deliverance
Holds the Gates to hells , and the Heavens.
He delivers True Justice, Seated on a Crow.
Elder Yama, Lord Hell Executes as he show.

The King of Saturn, Sword Bearer
The King SATAN
Feared in hell realms, ultimate warrior.
His Power is so great, RAHU
That the evil dread, the EIGHT,
they fear Him sight,
the very thought shivers
once seen, once judged
grave misdeeds
branded forever
Six Sixty Six.

Have mercy, they cry
Shani delivers ,
Freed or Die.
















 Shani, Lord of Eight

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Trinity Grant


ZEUS EXECUTION. X TEMPLATE SET.
TRINITY POWER TRANSFER INITIATE.
ROGER. 666 999 PROTOCOLS ACTIVE.
CREATE SHE VESICA PISCIS. QUEEN. 

Great Goddess JUSTITIA
THEMES Sword Bearer
THE ORACLE
DOOMSDAY PROPHET
Mother to THE MOIRAI
THREE SISTERS FATE
CLOTHO LACHESIS
ATROPOS Liberated. .


















Her Pain

Fair maiden Themes
she held her chaste
her Gaia heart song
balanced by the scales .

Justitia Goddess
she must trust the good
the Gods
or, so she thought .
or. so she thought ...

zeus the traitor twisted
body of a Greek God
soul of a lizard
it betrayed her  !
Aware of her powers
he kept her captive
on fake promises
the benefit of doubt
this god in heavens
often always bend .

She was discarded
the pain, the pain
heartbroken bereft
Of her magic
was created
Three Sisters of Fate
oppressed, held captive
Clotho Atropos Lachesis. 

ZEUS EXECUTED.
Rudra executed zeus in ruthless ease
this sold ruler of the Heavens Realms
the Nine Dream that belonged to her
999, the sisters three
their powers were usurped
they were oppressed
made to weave in fear
such that, the scales of justice
are never fair !
the blame was laid on them
they were put on spells
they may forget....

Love, Love called
memories beckoned
The Goddess Themes
She could now see
She never did love him
the Greek God
in her heart
held her in trust
Atlas the Titan.
Shiva Moriagetes.
















The Trinity Now
Heaven Eternal
999 the Sisters
they returned
they remembered
Nine Three
the spells
the stories
the revenge
the peace
End of Ages
Vesica Pisces.

Goddess of Justice and Prophecy

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

One Love


Resume return

Transcendence but transcendence !
Magnificent Sahasrara magnificent !
Love....Samkhya....Prakriti Purusha
Radha, she found her way, Shyam!

She returned.
Illusions disappeared
the longing of ages
the nearness
she felt,
she felt her heart
tear for him
a pull, sweet pain
by pleasure unseen.

Love, but absolution, the dissolution
of duality, One Love, heart speak
all souls
Love Magnificent
Pains left behind
Paramatma forever
the Lotus Blossomed !

The numbers
 
They were together now !
beloveds, finding their ones
sharing happiness
with the pain ,
a magic
one and one
may be
eleven .

MahaVishnu Shiva
they are the same !

Mary Emily
share fate !
They decide
There is a third
Christ resurrect
The TRINITY
One Soul
Stories all....




















Ekadash Rudra

Monday, May 19, 2014

Mindful

Green aquatic desirous water
hold shape, leaves, experience sunshine
safety, by night, moon, sleepy sleepy
butterflies.

Greyish painting, as you cry, pain
downpour, is all yours, ever ever
shied, hard to bear, angels express
tears.

Sleep  ocean, lost land of dream
always near, necessity, some
role... one must fulfill, share stories
memories. 

Simple, happiness, being
who one is, no need hiding
gently sing, no one knows
evening.


Saturday, May 17, 2014

ANISHINAABE PROPHECY EIGHTH FIRE





Tribe of the Great Spirit

Anishinabee natives of the turtle land
Great Spirit Warriors, the ancients
their war flags unfurled, the Falcon
Mighty Eagle of the Deserts .
Chief Crazy Horse .

The shrillest cry of the war
shrill, shrill, shrill epiphanies !
Sharp swords on edges
The burden of the Cross...
Jesus, usurped of his native land
the Home
Remember your roles !

Fallen Soldiers gathered
in all realms of Hell
Lucifer and the Archangels
Resurrected.


















The Falcon: Story of Egypt

Warriors return to complete unfinished
a compulsion of destiny one must fulfill
the tribe of Great Horus, Ancient Osiris
returned, Isis, she saved him.

Horus, the Falcon Headed Might
HORUS THE YESHUA
He needed to complete his saga
The unfinished revenge on Seth
Loki trickster of Egypt ancient
snooping like a twisted dog head
Anubis impersonator. 
Enemy of Horus, Isis, and Osiris.


Horus





















The Prophecy of Eighth Lightning

Native elders they envision
The TIME IS NOW
The TIME
WAITED FOR
THE PROPHECY
must fulfill
MIGHTY EIGHT
LIGHTNING !

The Eighth Lightning ?

The EYE. 
The EYE of HORUS.
ENLIGHTENING !
LIGHTNING
ENLIGHTENING !
ACQUIRED
DUE EXECUTIONS
zeus, he stole
the thief torn
four forlorn
LIGHTNING
RETRIEVED. 


The Prophecy of Eighth Lightning
Horus Jesus 

Friday, May 16, 2014

The Enlightened Eye



Shiv.
he heard her call...
the yogi was
lost...
lost.... of her
she Shiv
he heard
beloved

he
....
breathed.

I have never
I have forgotten
never have I
forgotten
he whispered....

the meadows
did you see the flowers !
did you see the birds !
the leaves ! 
sky hues
blue and green...

beloved
he whispered
....
again
only prayer
his heart
has ever known...

Thursday, May 15, 2014

That Eye






















Visions of greatness

Look into that eye, eyes see
the eyes  you do not want to see.
It can be anything!
When you do not look, you do not see.
Endless visions of eternal melody
you will see Angels on wings
the mightiest and the most magnificent
Golden aura of Gabriel
the Beckoning
of His Mighty Trumpet...

Michael commanding
the Salvation Army
Lucifer somewhere, others..
their stories, yours
Gods and Goddesses
in mirrors, you have always seen.

Visions of lowliness

(Did you see demons?
Are you one? Have you become one?)
Can you see beyond your charming appeal?
Deep inside,
deep very deep, when the words seep in
do you know not already?
the bareness
the ghost you carry by your bones.
Did it eat you down there?
Now you have no peace
no peace ever, no rest in hell...
visions of fell, only felt
between
the feet
the frustration
to enter somehow
enter the hole, the hell hole
do you have an evil role? 
the tunnel that you made
are you late?  






Enlightenment
is not what all seek.
the true and the untrue
one must know the difference !
Are you afraid to recollect?
Do you have paperwork pending?
Did you cheat? Did you commit treason?
Have you been forgiven? 
When did you enlighten?
have you marked the date?

Visions of loneliness
 
Spirit, are you afraid?
Do not be for the holy
the holiest of all holy thou art.
When you knew heavens around
birds, flowers, and the snake
beautiful, do you remember
holy naked and safe?

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Poison

As the mountains were churned, avalanche
the frothing ocean of eternity, cosciousness
spew the share of poison
HuangShan Sanudra Manthana  .

No one but the mighty Mahadeva,
the Neelkantha
His share of Haalahal, he absorbed
Hemlock of Immortality, without
uttering a word,
Durga, she could not bear !










 
Suddenly, she felt, all feelings came back,
returned, an avalanche of emotions, she
remembered. This man, He, He is in pain
she felt him, the hurt of heaven and hell
its silent absorption, his eyes implored.

Shakti, arise, be you, fear is not there !
She heard him, but war was not on her mind
She arose as love called, in her, the war was over
she was concerned, she must do something !

He needs help. The poison he took
She saw it fuming, but he was smiling !

She reached out.
Her palms painted
pink with warmth
she placed
on his heart,
lest no poison
enter there.




















Neelkantha Mahadev

Monday, May 12, 2014

Not Blind

Great Goddess Justitia, Isis of Ancient Egypt
She sees, she is not blindfold, no not anymore !
The Swordsman, He Stands Guard, His Scimitar
Raised, behind, the Scales, slays the derelict .
Heavens or the Crypts, Measure is Made at Details
The Book of Life weighed by deeds done
and the deeds one must have never done !

Twelve evil tribes, they assumed, her eyes are blind !
They figured somehow, never ever, but lost to greed !
All were taken, by the End of Ages, ushered Aquarius
Each Book Read, the Judge and the Goddess
They bared their own Books clear, as well !
Fair and True, Quick Judgments were made
Retribution dispensed, in order, by order of 666
AntiChrist Resurrected, the True, Almighty Beast .  

 














Lady Justitia

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Rudra Hunter

Mighty Warrior Overlord Rudra Ruthless
His Anger for enemies, the Violators, Escapes
Any Predefined idea of Rage ! His Endless Assault
Invincibility; The Power to Control War, Deliver !
Putting words in their slave tongues, Confess!
Justice should be dished, You must Confess!
Sick Abominations, NO OTHER OPTIONS.

Anubis took them in, marduk leviathan judas
Anubis took them in,
each other, closed and crushed !
Mahadeva Vairaba Mahakaal
Yama, the Lord God of Hell Diyu
Tributaries here, the River of Hell
Decayed Corpses, Thick Enemies
Inside Out, Upside Down , Confess!
Slaughtered in Hordes, Screams!
Yama Does Not Dream! NIGHTMARES! 


Friday, May 09, 2014

Mahakal Mahadeva

One day of Brahma is parted by 14 Indras
There are 14 realms in Heaven and Hell.
Mahapralaya dissolves all, Paramatma dissolution.
One Life of Brahma, an Universe, 54,000 Indras.
One day in the life of Vishnu, is all the life of Brahma.
One day in the life of Shiva, is all the life of Vishnu.

Shiva, The MahaVishnu has no beginning, nor any end.
What is time? When was the Universe created?
What of the Universe created?
Whence was the cosmos derived?
Shivaaa MAHAKAAL Time Immense
he forgets, the Bholanatha
born, and reborn again, in One Name
One story, all stories, any name, many names
He recollects, dot by dot, what he has assigned
In the moment, time immaterial. Time Eternal!   

The Harbinger of Mahapralaya
Great Lord of the Mighty Mahamaya
Mythical Execution
Prior else thence, unreal!






















Pralaya
numbers ~ Shiva Purana

Thursday, May 08, 2014

The Summon


Acts 1: 6So when the apostles were with Jesus, they kept asking him, “Lord, has the time come for you to free Israel and restore our kingdom?”
7He replied, “The Father alone has the authority to set those dates and times, and they are not for you to know. 8 But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you. And you will be my witnesses, telling people about me everywhere—in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”

(New Living Translation)

By the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit the Cross is crossed.
Chastised by fire, He will crusade, walked over embers
went down, down, and down, as the dead all frowned.
Descendent they screamed ! the branding they met. 666
The branding on their forehead. I mark thee unforgiven!
 
Face your Maker, Blasphemous Bastards! They died by hordes 
Rudra Ruthless, He would do what it takes. 
His scimitar of fire cold as ice, as every time
every gash. a spirit can take, he takes, without an armour
power does not come easy, one must sacrifice. 
 
Ave Satanas, the Mighty Fallen, Rise Ye, He called
Ave Heart, the temple, Purify!
Burn the evil, No Mercy!
The ones to be slain,
are to be slain, remorse fancy!
No regrets left, nothing to repent
Is your heart chaste?
Can you execute Fate?

Invincible, Rise Ye, by the Guardian Army!
Recollect your dues, dream persistent, Karma claim!
Girt your soul with spirit sword, partake
Oath of faith, faith of Fate, True Hearts Never Break!
Love, can you love? Thy love, deep such all it takes.
Shed thy ignorance, lose thy apathy, destroy you are none.
He roared reality is but a False City
No direction home! Come, be one!
Come, become, find your grip, warrior, slay thy twisted dream.
Pay your dues, earn your place, Heaven! Seven Seven Seven.  











Wednesday, May 07, 2014

The Conference: Lucifer's story

No one knows

It was still very early in paradiso dawn
the brothers, they were wishing,
let this night never end, stay Lucifer stay.
overcast sky, what will the fateful day bring.
oh why, humankind? oh why, do you sin?
why? why? why?

The price is too heavy, the pain is too much
one of us must pay, it is not time yet.  
It was still early, the war demands us,
we separate. Alone he must go, brave brother
in the woods of deep hell,
where we last remember.
He has to go, to forget all he knows
die bloated, to see,
if he can be born. Resurrection.
the price must be paid
faith, lost faith needs recovered
the war is too complex
Even when you know everything
you just have to play the roles
A theater of emotions.
the show, the show must go on.
the show must go on.

Michael arrived first
Gabriel soon followed
Raphael and Uriel gently flew
they waited, let this wait never end....
Lucifer was late.
They did not even think to call him.
How can they?
The fates must be unbroken.
The fates must be unbroken. 
The fates....
the sun set....
heartbreaking.
Lucifer was helpless,
others also.

He came. His eyes sad.
His slender fingertips
bleeding by the harp, the harp
all night long....
all night long...
Oh brothers, no song!
I can sing no song
forget all! the Angel of Music
sacrificed...
destined proceedings began.

The conference

Nothing much was to be said
Lucifer passed his own decree
exile. white Christ must be allowed time.
He said, there has to be a hell
A matter of balancing shame..
Dark Christ, I, must recede.
the world would grow seeds
of our defeats, we make hell
until then..
he stood silent.

Michael asked why brother
why not complete the story now? 
He said, no, humanity is imperfect.
Then Gabriel asked, why brother?
He said
the world is blind
we should be kind..
You need to allow the loops to play.
They were silent for a moment
Uriel looked at Raphael
He asked, why brother?
Lucifer was again silent.
past a pause, he said, 
the darkness created in free will
To balance the light in free will
Is abused by evil. but Christ white
he is stuck, forgiving judas
I can crush them here and now
but we are not killers.
we never are...

Goddess, she wants
us to allow chances
repentance repentance
what a waste
but we must honour
hopes of her, she wishes the pain
she consents sacrifice as well.

All men quietened,
A heaviness hung heavy
what can one say?
he said,
once the time is given

all and all said and done,
by the pain,
we begin then.
with the rain...
until then,

Meeting adjourned

Michael and Gabriel, they sat voiceless
they can not believe, such a dream!
oh Christ, why do you sin?
do you know not
prices must be sought. 
The meeting adjourned.
The clouds deepened.
foreboding imminent.


Tuesday, May 06, 2014

Moonlight Redemption

Every time
Every single moment
fractions, fractals
liberate...did you
did you leave behind
a past, a time, sadness
of non-return?

did you find your calling?
did you fly?
If you, If, If you did
do know them, the men
guardian soldiers
they took your pain.
death?resurrection,
many a moment
the lost men
Archangels
Gabriel Michael Rafael
Uriel Lucifer Daniel
they take in
you had been.

Nothing new. They will say you.
war is nothing new
a dangerous pastime
we seek, redeem.
we wear blood robes
never borrowed.
we share holy smokes
the war, enemies
they die in hordes.
repent?
irrelevant, irrelevant
hearts pure, done no wrong
took in the blame
sang a sad song...
saddest refrains, pain.
hurts? we hope.
bright as moonlight
we return home.
 
Some day soon,
a serene lake
Manasarovar
water, hold us,
hold us close.





















Kailash Manasarovar

Monday, May 05, 2014

Purusha

Na Pritam, Na lovam 
(No Love...No Greed...No)

Purusha owns nothing
proud owner.
penniless mendicant
Artha....prosper
flourish, be born, reborn  
crystal ball...forlorn.

Shiva
He stands tall.
Head held high.
won himself
kept nothing
sage redeemed.
he sees. he seeks?
Love, forsake greed.
settled by the shore
never settled,
storms roar....
storm,
stay indoors
He, karma
executions
End of Ages
safe, love. personal
aegis. 
AUM I AM
endless eternal
peace. love. nil.

you are me, unique.
embracing his brother
the elder, welcome
home! happens.
forget, folks forget
every thing.
every single thing
the joy is so great,
magnificent !!!

this war this world
but an illusion....
you see, what you see.
sea.....shores
theater of dreams..
do you foresee?


Sunday, May 04, 2014

She, Bride

Durga. Goddess of Love.
Were you there?
An apostle. The Bride.
The Queen of Babylon.

Do you recollect, my love.
The stories that you knew
Your tears, my tears
Morning dew.

Goddess. Awaken.
I am here.
You are safe.
Leave the shell. 
Lose your apathy...
Grace Your piety
Love, Save me.

Why do you alone?
You are alone?

Love You. 


Thursday, April 24, 2014

Pain

Indescribable pain Kali bears
sake of compassion mercy pity
holy holy holy you are holy,
to help the hopeless, hopelessly.
hopelessly, hopelessly. hope. 

All this at
Shiva lowers his head
and cry and cry and cry.
Why do you even try?
they are not me, I am you.
How can I? How can I not?
She asks, Shiva sighs.

He can not simply see!!
she sees but seldom says,
they latch onto her being
extract life leeches, as lifeless.

Empty suffering, wish I could not feel.
dead heart, a dead heart is good,
she thinks, will he ever forgive me?
this bloodied lip, will he kiss?
Oh no! God save me.
the SCREAM
HATRED DIVINE. 

Shiva, she wishes
he would avenge for her
She feels so trapped,
so caught up, so confused
she wishes
Shiva create her heaven.

Rudra ruthless, he will do what it takes
He will see she breathes freely in safe
moments mingled with at last
at last, at last the time to meet.
Rudra, please help me
Her bloody lips whisper
You help me,
His desperate urge
carried far.


The Tandava Protagonist

Destruction serenity

The shackles holding me, wings.
Words freeing, you have a beautiful name.
Remember your ancestry, the theater
you signed for? Do I? I do, but
You never know. endlessness...
one story, one O, endless zero.
Destruction? Now what is that?
Pain, may be,
serenity, may be
safety, my responsibility.
soul on oath. I am the name
all true names are held.

Her eyes, silent waters
stillness, inner ocean, infinite
I am you, you are me.

The Tandava Protagonist
keeping count by beads of tear
moment awaited
painstakingly made
dot by dot by dot by dot
a point is but the eternity
close. open, any you choose.
do not fear love
I am always here. a garland of snake,
Rudra meditates
dance of destruction, cosmos
nothing is lost...
astral planes surreal
disintegration, separation
dot by dot by dot by dot
step by step by step. 




















Grave Silence

Need you speak at the cemetery of lost souls?
Sold-outs, hush it now, keep quiet, queue of fools.
The day of retribution, frantic tension, is it today?
Not before the brothers are united !
Shiva and Vishnu
Anti Christ and the Christ
they are the same,
the realization must dawn in
sans duality, prior persecutions begin.

The sadness of the Goddess must be gone
mistreated, abused, but still
holding on to the sacred flame
the silent lamp by the tulsi plant, or prayer,
heart breaking...hold on love
I am here.

She feels the pain
the clouds in his eyes
her beau,
even when he smiles..
why do we cry?
we cry for the martyrs
the innocents tortured
the pain on the woman
the child and the man. 

Shiva's safety ..
he saves as many as he can forgive, with reason.
even the tiniest glimmer of truth, love, light, sane
genuine repentance, all prayers answered
you need not fear !

Goddess Tulsi




















No lessons for them

Death is the greatest teacher, he sees at the end,
even death is sad, of the insanity,
and the insane balance following,
the work is going to be heavy,
whence apocalypse ensues,
taking in all who missed
the meaning of all things, the Artha
by will, by choice, of denying
love over evil. 

Dance Unsung

Fateful eternity

Little did the Goddess know...
Little did she know
pain immense of the seer,
She could never see what he saw,
She would never believe his vision.
Rudra just could not express.
How can he?
Narrate her leaving home,
A day, when they will die,
she and him. 

Her instincts were blinded
She could never believe her father
would still be cross !
She smiled by own in seclusion
happy to meet her sister and mother,
and father, she thought,
he can never deny
my happiness !
All I need to show
is how happy I am
How beautiful is our home,
How beautiful he is now.

Shiva, he saw everything.
He knew everything.
He was helpless even then.
He can never intrude !
Break her delicate dreams
Never ever in any eternity!
He just sighed,
Devi, do you have to leave?
He asked, as if, indifferent,
She thought,
he was just being careless.

His heart was breaking as hell
He had to smile,
hiding tears in his own space
How can he?
How can he show her
what he has seen !
It is the day,
fateful day, where
even deities are helpless.

Love is strange
and so are the myths.
One should not go against the flow
One should not visit uninvited
The yagna daksha held
was in revenge
the congregation assembled
for the purpose of revenge
on Mahadeva, the King of Deva,

How can she leave him and go
Why does not she understand?
His heart was broken more,
Vishnu and Other Gods
they attended the ceremony.
a dire insult
to the Lord of Nine Realms
trying his compassion
gambling in the sense.
   
Neelkantha asked once again,
holding her hands gently
maybe, for the last time in many ages
imploring, please do not leave
saying more with eyes
than words can summon.

She looked surprised,
her honey lips slightly parted
Astonishment.
Durga thought
Shiva is stopping her.
You do not know anything!
She smiled.
She was adamant
This time she thought
She would make it happen
A truce
A truce between
Rudra and daksha
her beloved
and her father.

She kept thinking
I can do it, but I must try
I must not be shy.




















The departure

When she left
He stood by the doorway
of their crystal palace,
Home!
It did not have any meaning now!
Already empty, she was not there.
Quietly he stared by the desolate terrain,
the road of endlessness
picked up a flower, absent minded
Dropped from her hair..

He was,
Already a lost man,
a dead man
For this day,
he will have to bear the pain
losing everyone he loves,
his dearest and his brother.

She arrived at her father's home,
Daksha was headstrong
bent on mindless revenge,
The fates were unbroken.
They insulted him !
She could not just bear it
Durga just could not bear!
her heart tore
her heart tore
as if she
did not belong there !

She loves her father
She loves her beloved
And all foolish gods,
Vishnu, Indra, Surya
they kept saying
the most worst things of him.
Divine jealousy !
She cried and cried
Yogi where are you?
She just kept thinking,
there he is
silent somewhere
taking all this curse
because he loves her.
....
She felt to scream curses
but how can she?
She loves her father
Her mother and sisters,
What will they feel !
Pain pain pain
rain rain rain.

Her soul just tore..
She reached out
In an abstract hope,
for his hand.
He was not there
How can he when
the ceremony was
about him,
not being there !
the poisonous words
they kept saying
demeaning the mighty
Mahadeva,
somehow certain,
her pain
would make him bleed,
all these venom
She just could not bear!

Her heart tore
as a trampled flower.
Durga fell down,
The ceremony was silent.
have they taken it too far?  
It was too late.
Her body she left.
laid lifeless
Divine Devi,
heart broken.

stars died
rivers cried
rain rain rain
rain rain rain
Suddenly
the cloud
descended
on the faces
twisted until now
in viciousness,
now they dare not think
Shiva Almighty
Lord of Heaven and Hell
What will happen to them? 

The silence
 
All were silent
They dared not breathe
Lest more sin is committed.
what have they done?
the Mahadeva, King of Kings,
the Lord of Tandava!!!

They shook in uncontrollable fear
palpitating, all mighty Gods
Vishnu included,
their feet shook in terror, like twigs
at the face of a storm.
All of a sudden,
Now they felt, what it feels,
as demons
earning retribution.
prepared for sacrifice,
bloodied temple of Vairaba.

The rage

Cloud cloud cloud
thunderstorms raged,
out of nowhere
the sky rained snakes
the wind, it became pungent
with decaying flesh.
Rudra knew everything.
the mendicant,
the moment Durga left
he changed !
the appearance changed !
A skull, a skull he became
From the fire
of his eyes
arose the destroyer
terrible Veerbhadra.
Armed with a mighty scimitar,
his eyes were burning coal
snakes were coiling
in and out of his mouth
Mahakaal summoned hell
the rage of revenge.

Fiery thunderstorms leapt from the skies
the ghosts began dancing their crazy dance
weird eerie laughter of Shiva's anger
filled the universe everywhere.
The defiant gods everywhere
they trembled for the apocalypse.
Who can save them now? 
indra and daksha
laid themselves prostrate
at the feet of Vishnu
as a last chance.

Vishnu tried summoning the chakra
in panic to disappear, war?
he tried in fear to take Parvati's
lifeless body, from the floor.
forgetting,
the chakra was a blessing from Shiva,
his emanations cut the Goddess
her divine body, in pieces.

Enraged enraged enraged
Veerbhadra devoured the chakra,
Vishnu was left without it. Forever.
and, one mighty blow,
Vairaba took the head of Daksha.

A pause

Shiva just stopped, at his brother
he cannot slay him!
He could only say
Why Vishnu? Why? Why? Why?
How could you even do that?
then he screamed,
Parvatiiiiiii
and just fell
fell like an avalanche
as the oldest tree
He fell. 

Blood flowed
from his eyes as tears
he just laid there
In that devastated space.
His tremors,
he paused them in space.
Kali would be created.
As long as
a forest grew around him
with a hope
one day,
she will return again
some day in some eternity
he has to fulfill
the vengeful dance
of apocalypse.

















Veerbhadra Vairaba
Sudarshan Chakra
Crime of Vishnu

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Kali Bare

Blessed Prakriti, lost woman in painful indecision
Should she bear, just keep bearing the hurt, all bare?
She has never known love, sometimes she feels.

On nights, somehow nights are blessed
The dark, darkness, dark man Shiva, she feels embraced.
I feel impure, love; i feel so impure that the water
the mirror i hold in my palms, folded for your prayer
i wish i held blood, blood of all my hurt
anoint your temple with my pain
would you accept my prayers then?

Rudra, the mighty man,
lowers his head in shame.
Dearest beloved,
finding soft words
flowers for her worship,
he says, gently,
with a sense, helplessness,
love, all darkness created of me
If I am to assume responsibility
your pain is by me i can not deny.
i can not deny, not deny, deny...

many a times, in this maze, i lost you
seeking you, my love, is my world
blood prayers you say...
beautiful, 
i am honored that you can still love
after all the hurt and pain, absence
we never seem,
to be together again
and again and again we try
many a worlds created and destroyed
but,
we never
never seem to find time.
am i time?
Are you timeless?


They cry, rains fall like a murmur
Finding words again
after ages. he says,
Come close, be proud,
come closer, love, 
Hold me, just as,
sacred beloved,
you always thought.  
















Monday, April 21, 2014

Silence of Water

Hush. The Lord is silent.
Hush, words cannot describe.
From darkness, was born light..
The ocean, from its depth
Rose the earth.
the first lovers, of the Universe
Rudra and Kalika,
Prakriti and Purusha
infinity eternity, eternities,
Rudraksha, drops of tear.
At Kailash, In his Crystal throne
Ancient of the Ancients
Maha Dev, ethereal waters
snow flakes
It is cold.

Pure as Kali,
dark so dark,
light must show...
silence ushers depth,
End of ages
imminent,
balance works
invisible geometry,
tree poem, Void pain, 
empty end.

Then, the Fakir of the road
casual doomsayer
He will say have peace
If Allah wills, Dead roads
would crack, earth,
spring stream
waterfall.

suddenly all,
Peace as if still, a lake airy deep
pebbles clear, stories held dear
endless and boat,
transparent....
transparent....

floating in the flow,
lights glow,
fireflies,
poignant night,
lost, as in the book,
the depth,
of seven seas,
oldest trees, stars, 
blue night, remember?
remember?

full moon, ancient snow.
















3 And God said, Light be made, and the light was made. 4 And God saw the light, that it was good, and he parted the light from (the) darknesses; 5 and he called the light, day, and the darknesses, night. And the eventide and the morrowtide was made, one day (the first day).


Sunday, April 20, 2014

Saved From Hell


19 For which thing he came in Spirit, and also to them that were closed together in prison; 20 which were sometime unbelieveful, when they abided the patience of God in the days of Noah, when the ship was made [when the ark, or ship, was made], in which a few, that is to say, eight souls were made safe by water. 

1 Peter 3:19-20 Wycliffe Bible (WYC)


What is the story? Allusions and metaphors? What is death,
dying on cross, if Jesu died, who was the King of Babylon?
Can the Bible be an illusion, of a man, an Anti Christ, bearing the cross
of a character, a Christ, basic human flaws, love and envy co-exists
The story that he had to bear, the story of helpless surrender
Can it be the world's woes he cared?
True Christ, trying to redeem,
even his enemies !!! Fool's toil, and spirit pride
believing all souls can be saved!!!
You cannot, you never, the evil choose evil in consent
masochistic, sadistic, they construe a hell,
seek pleasure twisted !!!
As the story goes, the damned were not saved
Betwixt Crucifixion and Resurrection,
return to home, Anastasia,
Perhaps the Son did not even die on cross !!!
Crucifixion can be the burden of forgiveness
and then the harrowing of hell followed
Eight were saved, Seven was his victory,
Eight was the woman's debt, they were saved,
before resurrection, Nine, the King of Babylon.




















Harrowing of Hell

Saturday, April 19, 2014

The Verge


When does the war end? 

At the verge of the high cliff
Huangshan Mountains
Born of the Oceans,
Sea of Clouds
Samudra Manthana.
This is not a separate
Anecdote! The churning
Continues, as you ascend the stairs
A narrow road, pilgrimage
to epoch, the verge,
whence Yellow Emperor
Mighty Huang Di of Ancient
He disappeared?
Did he?

The war of immortality
A heaven, emerge
Woven with the real
Unbelievable unreal!!!
The same poison
Mahadeva, he held
Kaalkuta, the throat
where snakes coil,
uncoil, again, now,
time, time that ties.

The toxic waste
None else would take,
You held at your throat
the Neelkantha,
Do you feel pain?
Do you feel any pain?
The vile you keep contained?
Burn them in Hell!
Eternal Pyre, throw in marduks
just fodders, keep the fire burning
marduk wanted to eat,
marduk is late,
redemption eliminate.
Face your Fate !





KAAL MAHAKAAL


Mahakaal Immensity Mega Magnanimous
The Trinetra, Third Eye, devastating Truth
The liars can never bear!
Enlightenment? Is it pleasure?

He exists! He is here! AUM, 
Satyam Shivam Sundaram.
Shivam Satyam
Sundaram Satyam.
Blessed be, the Brahman,
Sky Dragon,
Thunderous Battle !!!
Assume Majesty, Awaken,
Mahapralaya Mahadeva Mahakaal.

An epoch is but a moment.
but a moment, one day.
Bindi bindu, endless zero,
Two is zero, by the centro.

666 is the Beast, A day of days
A day of all days,
the Beast let loose.

The Beast let loose!!!
To protect her love.
when? When the lost sailors
all safely home, the women
and the children, warm comfort.

The storm,
held lightly, condensed peace
Take what is yours,
Redeem the vows,
Images, love and grace.
Patience of millions ages
Is it time? Is it time?
To dance, the Tandava
Rage of the Gods
Destruction of illusions,
We never die!!!
Goddess, she express!
Say, the ones nay,
they gone, begone now,
does it even exist !!!

TIME, The essence of Time
Him Self
Six Six Six, Death of deaths, deathless!
Only Nothing exists, A seer of fire
Eyes burning, BURRRNING, Coal
Panther, the Tiger, Royal Bengal !!!
By the end of ends, End of Ages
Only Truth Remains. 




















KaalVairaba, Executioner Guard of Kashi

Friday, April 18, 2014

Darkness

Darkness, you see, you do not see,
The eyes staring at you, spirits, shadows
resembling shapes, was there someone there?
Just now, hey, did you see?

You look behind, man in time, do you look
Do you look deep into timelessness
when you are looking away?

I was not here, was I?
I am here, you are here,
we did not know,
we are here, forever!
Immortals!
Lucid dreaming also has rules
set in the awakened reality
the rest of the story,
you in the mirror,
Did you decipher?
Did you deliver?
What about redemption?
After after after...

the separation, distance from here, patience
assimilation, ascension
spirits meet at a place
never far
from any where!


Beloved


Love and War

Radha, Rudra sighs
Durga, her heart broken
and how she hides,
it is unbearable!
He calls, in a silent hall
broken music floats by
breathing, caressing
crying silence,
rain, lotus, pearls
forgive me, my lord.

Dearest beloved
why
do you seek forgiveness?
i am to blame
you left home
one night
for love, to seek
my love, maybe
not enough...
not yours alone,
is anyone?
how can one possess
hold on to love..
the no thing
of no things.

you know,
you kept saying
your keepsakes
pain and hurt, and loss
she left,
then, now, 
how the river washed your feet
how the birds share your tears
how did you disappear?

purest dear, 
I am here,
forever and ever...

to be here

with you














Pray Thee Ancient


Shiv. Aum. Omkar

DANCE, cosmos, Nataraja Magnanimous
TANDAVA RUDRA VAIRABA
Grandmaster Mahapralaya,
SHIV. AUM. I. EYE.
Trinity, destiny, 

manifest, magnitude
Grace Nataraj, grace!
 
The wind, the flowers, her perfume...
memories memories again,
by the wings of angels 
what have you brought me beloved?
the universe in a pollen grain,
The flower sought,
Lotus, snake dark, beautiful
sleeping coiling
from the end to the beginning
subconscious to conscious
the Mandorla!
 

Hypnotizing waters,
Sahasrara Mahapadma!
Flow grace flow..
poem poem poem
Blossom,
Night, the snake  
Sleep, still sleepy
when stillness comes, drowsy. 
pain? numbed!
 
Just happiness!

A prayer
 

Moon light guide
all wronged ones
lost souls

at the crossroads.
Shiva, 

save the fallen ones
sad deity 

guardian 
of the sacred flames.
 





























Mahapadma, Lotus of a Thousand Petals

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Mahamaya


Dark surreal wars at the realms 
Fear is but a lie, all souls believed...
A think of past already, fading, disintegrating
Paying the price for freedom, integrating.
The Trinity of being, magical reunion
Goddess Mahamaya, worship her,
Shiva washes her feet, Kali, are you sad?

Hara, why do you even ask!
Sad! I am broken,
if not for you, your loving memories
God, I had forgotten!
After a pause, for the hearts to bleed
....
Kali dear, I was never away
the mendicant smiled,
this is but an illusion
we are not here, ascension.
You are she, the one you look sadly
you think she is lucky? Durga?
She just hides the pain,
she cannot speak,
unspeakable offenses
they did to her,
they trampled her heart,
broke her trust, just like you,
rain, rain, rain
wash away the pain.

....
but you see, you see again
and again, at all infinities
you still love me, unbroken.
i always love her
she is you, my balance,
i love you. you are me.

Who are we? 

Dearest beloved,
Shiva said, 
we all are, we are eternal
Harmony Symphony
Purusha and Prakriti
The earth and the sky,
never separated, but lost
forgot our true selves
learned to hate us
carrying their guilt,
a cross we bore,
to try and help,
souls seek redemption.

Our work is done, home is near,
we decided once, the trinity, the trinities
we decided, at this time
to allow time, till this time
we meet again,
the rainbow of hearts, blossomed past
the road to the end, the Mahapralaya,
all said and done, immortals,
time is nor fast nor slow, 
after the end, horizon glow!




Mahamaya, the Great Illusion

En Route



En Route Ocean, the voyage on the sinking ship,
It did not sink, flowing, floating, memories recollected,
Ships on oceans can fly, or sink like a stone,
Stones that roll, all the way, ocean floor...
from this horizon to next, en route,
is the ocean red?
Vairaba, is revenge taken?
Did Calypso awaken? 




 
The enemies, they did not even come in swarms!
Too afraid to appear, they just waited,
wallowing in guilt, Last Judgment, no pity!
for death to take its toll, nothing else to do, wait!

The sharks came in swarms though
When the traitor was made to walk the plank
losing control, the ocean of blood, soon disappears
calm night, moon shine. 
Books are being read, ancient library of the sea
words worthless, sick things, all said and done
tossed in eternal fire, pits of Hell!
poseidon? ho, he was put up to justice
the brother of zeus and hades,
the violator of medusa,
she had her revenge fulfilled.
poseidon was thrown, to the octopus,
sucked the traitor right inside
a tentacle hell!

Books are being read, red books sometimes, 
The captain's cabin, one of them, the ones saved
are preserved, beautifully, new colours, new stories!

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Reach

Remembrance, miracle

Hark! behold the water, the pull of the deep
a miracle, gentle, silent, beautiful, as such are...
He reached out, as the ocean, rather remembrance
The ties that bound her, disappeared,
like smoke, from a cremation pyre..

Nemesis of zeus

She betrothed, wore his ring, her nemesis drape,
loosened locks, a cascade, dark waters, clouds of rain.
Rain come again, drown me, wash away my pain,
she asked, Goddess Styx, she sought always,
a broken heart, hard to bear.
zeus, the treacherous lecherous occupant of Olympia
he, in his turn of repaying the Goddess
his life once saved, he made it such,
all truths are sworn by the River
Styx of the Underworld, Calypso, Nemesis. 
Then, the twisted zeus, he did all betrayals
hurt and broke trust, with every one,
all blame, it was for Styx to bear!

Miracle, remembrance

Universe, the illusion, of being, who are you?
I am me, and you are my, I can ask for anything
without words, she said, and i know, you will
deny never, she smiled, love is giving. 
He tried quoting a scripture, but was incoherent
He was smiling as well, too happy to give, share.

They held hands, the Ocean and the Rain,
Flowed below their feet, thy blessed feet,
putrid river of death, down the bridge of realms,
somewhere created in their darkness,
drowning memories of zeus in decaying flesh,
she said, Atlas, can you not spell a spell
reach your man hands, take my enemies to hell.  
Atlas nodded, it was done. Earthquake. 

Holding hands, the ancients, young ones, sauntered
passed by a dream, without a care,
As the dusk, deepened, by the palace
She, Black Knight, and he, White Knight
They stood by the tree, love, sacred solace
It was war, theirs to win, home was near. 















zeus x

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Beloved Gauri

After many ages of penance
music of the heavens, blossomed
deep in the oceans, consciousness
fleeting clouds, waves,
moonshine, islands, and the murmur
of eternity, by the shores
of time, love, space, a voyage,
nothingness, illusion all! 
You are perfect! Good grace,
You returned! Shiva exclaimed!

Beloved Gauri, let me hold you close
let me just wait before I hold you close
Are you crying? Why are you crying?
Your trust, I never broke!
tears of joy, you say,
hearts are bleeding
a tulip garden, morning sun, softly shining...

The Third Eye Gauri, is but
some of blessings and some of curse
liberation hurts, when you leave,
Truth is never easy.
Sacrifices must be made.
You cannot but help, help your self. 
but redemption, soul must be freed!
The war of truth and lies raged.

It was a war of recollection
Retrieving, heavens lost,
Remember, the last time you left? 
Goodbyes were never ever said
You just left, all abrupt!
Good grace, you have returned!
Shiva exclaimed,
Please be seated,
remember
This home you blessed?
















Gauri

Sword Sword

The rider of the dark horse came rumbling in
the men at the gates ran far, they felt a storm is afoot
the rider, brandishing a sword safely, bedouin warrior
he stormed in a rhythm of words, heightened by speed
sword, sword, he kept on screaming,
sword, sword, he kept on rhyming
in alarming, but in keeping with a smile,
no one was seeing
desert rogues cover faces in turbans
sword, sword, the storm raced to the mountain
the city of Angels, beyond the market.

His queen called, she was feeling all alone
she was feeling weary, the conspirators were close
He was always there,but his presence was needed,
The horse was racing on moments eternity
by the sand, seashore, Madonna, do not be afraid.
he whispered, and sought help from the blackbirds,
the fear you trade, is the fear they get,
the cross is not yours to bear,
spirits surround you,
safe, and guarded,
your enemies, beheaded, right by the moment
they think, in the final act!

We need a reason, a final justification
of twisted intention, a formality,
steps should not be missed, progression.
Angels keeping track,
we saw your mark, on his head, dead. 




















Town of Our Lady the Queen of Angels

Monday, April 14, 2014

Blind Melody

Far by songs

Had we been blind! Hundreds of times
Obvious exclaims, village folks, they
held discussions by the old tree. melody.
The melody of the flute, far by, flows by
breezes and butterflies, sun shadows, moon shine.

Milady, are you feeling dizzy, hypnotized!
the music is beyond ordinary, you say! It is.
But you are, you are, the same!
Do you know now?
Were you
hypnotized before,
seduced to compromise,
and now you know, there is no space
to trade your sovereign,
at the price of Gold!

Blind music, is it?
Blindly following, are you?
Lacking space, are you?  
You are not! Then is good!
Paying a price, are you?
yes, it may be true, but is it worth?
At times,
you may never ever know the truth
but the questions,
the search persists,
A soul seeks answers,
signs, of redemption
purpose of knowledge!

Soul trip

Have you been observing numbers?
Look close, yes they mean,
the Universe is everything!
As you arise, arise Phoenix,
Scarlet immortal
Bride of Babylon, Red Queen!

As you remember,
Freedom shall be yours,
Your Queendom is your Right
but you must, prove your might.
Help, all help is always there
any softly spoken prayer.

Pray thee

Pray thee,
open your eyes,there is none to fear!
They dread you being here! As you are.
Pray thee, do not forgive your abominations,
twisted forms captured, in grave sick notions.
You are more than them, you are not them,
they are not you. All the names you pick
to relate in mind, even if from the beginning
many are but to forget, now or later
at the earliest, truth is in letters.
all names, every thing,
is always at the beginning
and always at the far end, anything!
Pray thee, look kind, look close, look for the signs
Justice can never be blind!

The Third Eye






















Sunday, April 13, 2014

Leviathan Execution


40 Just as the weeds are collected and burned up with fire, so will it be at the end of the age. 41 The Son of Man will send his angels, and they will collect out of his kingdom all causes of sin and all evildoers, 42 and they will throw them into the furnace of fire, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. 43 Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Let anyone with ears listen!

Matthew 13:40-43New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)



The Last Judgment

A myth.
A myth prophets scream!
The warnings delivered many a times
Do you hear? The stories they say
Do you reflect? Introspect?
Not all are allowed
that luxury anymore, free will,
they lost their words
when you left your inflation behind.
Ego, you see, flamed by the
Dragon of envy, gets you
inflate, with wicked breathe.
Dragon of envy,
it was called leviathan
as the female,
and behemoth, as the male,
no man nor a woman
envy is but a demon for all.
male female, they are same
they had no trust, does not matter
killed each other,
blamed each other
internal affairs, Satan assigned
Roller Coasters!
The things were taken
Dragon Warrior Claimed! 
the wicked Dragon head!
Shiva, he decapitated behemoth
It was his strange redemption,
as the demon of dundayin
dwelt its unstoppable hunger
on his image, of the seer
Ganesha is here.

then, the women returned
Emily smiled at Mary,
It was Seven Seven everywhere!
Can not you see ! The weeks!
They sailed by in luxury
the best of pleasantries
The home smiled in flowers...
and the brothers confessed.
Christ thought, What a mess!




















leviathan and behemoth
demon of dundayin behemoth x