Beloved

Love and War

Radha, Rudra sighs
Durga, her heart broken
and how she hides,
it is unbearable!
He calls, in a silent hall
broken music floats by
breathing, caressing
crying silence,
rain, lotus, pearls
forgive me, my lord.

Dearest beloved
why
do you seek forgiveness?
i am to blame
you left home
one night
for love, to seek
my love, maybe
not enough...
not yours alone,
is anyone?
how can one possess
hold on to love..
the no thing
of no things.

you know,
you kept saying
your keepsakes
pain and hurt, and loss
she left,
then, now, 
how the river washed your feet
how the birds share your tears
how did you disappear?

purest dear, 
I am here,
forever and ever...

to be here

with you