Phantasmagoria Inside Out

Rounding the circumference.
the wheels of creation
preservation, and destruction,
the planets, orbits, spirals
dance dance dance geometry
blessed is the ground
your feet touch, she breathes
dancing by the heart song
choreography.

The moment is special
One is the burner
the maker, the saviour,
usual routine
there is still time
to fly by colours
let the painting seep
deep in soul, unknown?

We are here, all together
Beloved said, she remembers.

Denominations, dimensions
infusion,
when is the moment?
Rules are rules
war, unfortunately...
How can I return
a trip to the sun
must be done
the earth song of rage
It must explode
Chakras Magnificent
Lotus in the sky
the fireworks of curses
to behold.

She, Bride

Durga. Goddess of Love.
Were you there?
An apostle. The Bride.
The Queen of Babylon.

Do you recollect, my love.
The stories that you knew
Your tears, my tears
Morning dew.

Goddess. Awaken.
I am here.
You are safe.
Leave the shell. 
Lose your apathy...
Grace Your piety
Love, Save me.

Why do you alone?
You are alone?

Love You. 

Pain

Indescribable pain Kali bears
sake of compassion mercy pity
holy holy holy you are holy,
to help the hopeless, hopelessly.
hopelessly, hopelessly. hope. 

All this at
Shiva lowers his head
and cry and cry and cry.
Why do you even try?
they are not me, I am you.
How can I? How can I not?
She asks, Shiva sighs.

He can not simply see!!
she sees but seldom says,
they latch onto her being
extract life leeches, as lifeless.

Empty suffering, wish I could not feel.
dead heart, a dead heart is good,
she thinks, will he ever forgive me?
this bloodied lip, will he kiss?
Oh no! God save me.
the SCREAM
HATRED DIVINE. 

Shiva, she wishes
he would avenge for her
She feels so trapped,
so caught up, so confused
she wishes
Shiva create her heaven.

Rudra ruthless, he will do what it takes
He will see she breathes freely in safe
moments mingled with at last
at last, at last the time to meet.
Rudra, please help me
Her bloody lips whisper
You help me,
His desperate urge
carried far.

Silence of Water

Hush. The Lord is silent.
Hush, words cannot describe.
From darkness, was born light..
The ocean, from its depth
Rose the earth.
the first lovers, of the Universe
Rudra and Kalika,
Prakriti and Purusha
infinity eternity, eternities,
Rudraksha, drops of tear.
At Kailash, In his Crystal throne
Ancient of the Ancients
Maha Dev, ethereal waters
snow flakes
It is cold.

Pure as Kali,
dark so dark,
light must show...
silence ushers depth,
End of ages
imminent,
balance works
invisible geometry,
tree poem, Void pain, 
empty end.

Then, the Fakir of the road
casual doomsayer
He will say have peace
If Allah wills, Dead roads
would crack, earth,
spring stream
waterfall.

suddenly all,
Peace as if still, a lake airy deep
pebbles clear, stories held dear
endless and boat,
transparent....
transparent....

floating in the flow,
lights glow,
fireflies,
poignant night,
lost, as in the book,
the depth,
of seven seas,
oldest trees, stars, 
blue night, remember?
remember?

full moon, ancient snow.

3 And God said, Light be made, and the light was made. 4 And God saw the light, that it was good, and he parted the light from (the) darknesses; 5 and he called the light, day, and the darknesses, night. And the eventide and the morrowtide was made, one day (the first day).

Beloved

Love and War

Radha, Rudra sighs
Durga, her heart broken
and how she hides,
it is unbearable!
He calls, in a silent hall
broken music floats by
breathing, caressing
crying silence,
rain, lotus, pearls
forgive me, my lord.

Dearest beloved
why
do you seek forgiveness?
i am to blame
you left home
one night
for love, to seek
my love, maybe
not enough...
not yours alone,
is anyone?
how can one possess
hold on to love..
the no thing
of no things.

you know,
you kept saying
your keepsakes
pain and hurt, and loss
she left,
then, now, 
how the river washed your feet
how the birds share your tears
how did you disappear?

purest dear, 
I am here,
forever and ever...

to be here

with you